Narrative Dialogue from my novel Hidden Truth
Hatred. Turmoil. Anger. These are emotions that I feel often. They are emotions that plague me. They make me feel that I cannot be around human life and that I have no interest in others because I would hear them fight. I sit here now, clicking on my keyboard with anger and as though I am on a mission. I used to be able to diffuse this rage that I felt by listening to music or by voicing my anger in the form of a story or even think about the possibility of the story that I would write because of the anger and self loathing that I felt. This time I must channel my rage into something more productive, instead of wanting to rip the responsible parties to shreds.
What they did to me is uncalled for. They hurt me in a way that they should never have. I hate people like that. People like that use agencies, organizations or other corporations to feed their greedy goal. They want people to suffer and to not have true freedom. These places attract flies to them, people who are willing to hurt others for a price, or simply because they like the idea. Those that do not really want it, do it because they have to. Because they have been coerced, or because they need to support their families.
People like that can either be brought into the fold, or they have so much self loathing that they try to leave or they eventually end themselves. This turmoil is what I hate about the world. This is what i want to change. People in my lives seem to think that big companies are good. That they have people's best interests at heart. That they love their employees because they are big and have money. BUT THIS IS ALL LIES!!! Big Corporations and other greedy seedy places only have it in for the bigwigs. They only want what is best for them.
What they did, leaves me with no one to talk to. All I can do is sit in my room, and hope for the noises to stop. I WANT THEM TO STOP!! No one wants to listen to me. No one wants to see what I see, hear what I hear, live what I live. I maintain a sense of humor, or try to, and people see what they want. But I cannot take it anymore. I am DONE! I will take action and make everyone who follows organization and corporations suffer if they do not surrender and leave! No one will win, but me.
